Holding

In other words, not one of those "brand new day" type posts, but all right. Although this is one of those days that could go either way--I'm balanced on a fine ledge right now. (People standing behing my chair to use the paper-cutter could knock me right off--I hope there aren't any more of them today.)

I have a bit of an anxiety hangover this morning--I'm a little fuzzy and not concentrating very well. I'm trying to keeep thoughts out of my head so the bad ones don't stick. As my concentration is so shaky, this makes it easier than it otherwise might. This way maybe I can clear out some of the debris and replace it with hope.

Yesterday I made a counseling appointment, so that's good. I also called the doctor to authorize my next ultrasound. Plans are that I will go out to Adobo tonight for margaritas and socializing. All in the name of better health...

Thought

It occurs to me I should be more grateful for what I've got and less focused on driving myself to acquire what I don't have. Because what I've got is a lot, and why do I think I need so much more? Need to work on this.